Saturday, 20 April 2019

scared

My mood lately is scaring me, I either feel nothing, or I'm contemplating suicide-


It's not the first time I feel like this, or I've had darker months, however the difference is that as I age, I lose more and more hope in being able to change it, my life that is.

The thing is, I don't really think I'll kill myself anytime soon, however the thoughts linger-

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